Making changes for me is never the easiest task, especially when those changes are habits that I have lived with forever. For me those habits were eating fast food all the time, hardly ever to never working out, and basically just existing in my life. I felt disgusting but had no determination to change my habits. I was wishing for a miracle cure for my laziness, which looking back is ridiculous.
Change is scary but once I started my journey it became almost like a challenge for me. Will I meet this next goal? How much weight can I lose this week? I think I might be able to do the next level. I made a decision to change my life and my habits. I was tired of being the girl whose clothes didn’t hang how they’re suppose to or the girl who doesn’t feel good enough because of her weight. I am done being that girl for the rest of my life!
I am striving everyday to be the girl who puts her too big for her pants in a pile to Goodwill, who fits into a size 10 or smaller, who is starting to love herself for the first time. I am finding that I am stronger than I EVER thought I was before. I push myself everyday and sacrifice foods that I once loved to be the better, stronger me. I will reach my weight loss goal of 52 pounds because I am taking it one day, one step, and one breath at a time.
